4:54 a.m.
Awaking from a dream in which I am trying to reach a destination at a beach town. I stop at a stand and have some bread and a cheese sandwich a man makes for me. Then his wife meets me and we talk. As I am leaving she tells me her name, Barbara, but I feel it is Rijuta.
Prior to this I have been with Mother. This is the first time I can recall clearly meeting Mother in many years. She was all tenderness as She held me and I felt Her love wash over me. I know at that moment that I was truly with Mother. Then while still holding me close She put her hand on my head and uttered what seemed to me a magic incantation in an ancient tongue I had never heard before. When She was finished She said, "In the next three or four days your head will fall off. Do not be concerned, just let it happen." I knew immediately that it was not my physical head and that Mother had made an opening. I wept the psychictears as I had wept them when I saw Her for the last time on July 29, 1972 when She spoke Her last words to me, "Look at your card." And there was the name, Narad. One word kept vibrating in my head for some minutes, Muladhara.
I told Mother that I had saved some money for Her but She seemed to pretend that She either had not heard me clearly, I don't recall, but then She said I should use it to take care of Chali and I felt, implied, Mary Helen.
In Mother's atmosphere there were no longer any problems. All the difficulties of the nature that I confront here on the physical plane were dissipated and although I seemed to sense others around, especially Mary Helen somewhere near, I was alone with Mother in deep and quiet joy.
Mother's body seemed to be as we knew Her, the feeling of Her form had not changed, nor had Her sweetness and intimacy, but Her body was fluid and could be anywhere instantaneously.
Narad (Richard Eggenberger)
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